Done!

Done, done, done! So thats it for exams…despite numerous bad influences trying to drag me out to even more numerous nondescript clubs, i sat in my apartment on my own with a large mug of hot chocolate, a plate of spaghetti and meatballs and season three of Grey’s Anatomy…me-time and Grey time, what an earth shattering combination! It almost seemed wrong…of late I’ve been so busy that any time I spent not doing projects or studying for an exam seemed slightly illegal! I think i like illegal! So tomorrow am spoiling myself…am going into town and shopping and coming home with something fabulous, whether I like it or not! Hmmm toughie! And its besides the point that I have to go anyway and reconfirm my ticket back home! (”,) Seems like its going to be a great weekend…Have a good one everyone!

This scary thing called trust…

Ok so turn of events got me thinking…how much trust can we place in one particular person? Do we expect too much from them and can they really handle it? Does it require the right combination of people for this trust thing to work out? I’ve been on the villain side of the whole equation and am sure you have, or will come to find yourself in that position too whether you intended it to be or not, whether you had right reason for it or not…You later come to realize that having someone have complete and utter faith in you is something you really shouldn’t compromise or toy around with…I now understand that with painstaking clarity because am on the other side of the divide…and being unsure of the person you share your hopes and ambitions for the future with, hoping they will still be a part of it is NOT a funny thing! Perhaps its the distance, perhaps its because personally i don’t trust easily..Right from the beginning we learn to trust wholly and subconsciously… In our parents, guardians. And most of the time, it is warranted…We know nothing else, so it’s safe to assume that humans are created and programmed to trust…we can’t help it, its in built. Then somewhere along the way, people like friends, lovers, partners come into the picture and this increases the chances of being betrayed tenfold…so when do you know that you can now place your entire trust in someone completely no-holds-barred? Do you ever know a person so well that you can lay your life on the fact that they would never fail you…?

I guess we never do but at this moment in time however foolhardy and naive some may consider it, i choose to have faith in me, in you, in us…what you choose to do with that faith is entirely up to you.

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